I know exactly how you feel and I pray for God's blessing on you and your family, may his loving arms wrap around you.
Sadly, we didn't tell anyone but Amy and I just lost our 2nd child due to a miscarriage. Amy had a D & C done last week to take the baby out and it was hard for the both of us (she was 9 weeks along). Going to the doctor and seeing the baby in her but then no heartbeat was one of the hardest days of my life.
I was going to come on here and post the good news about being a dad this week after we had told our families but it wasn't meant to be. Only God knows why it happened and I am ok with that.
Just remember there is always a silver lining at the end of a black cloud.
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